reality's not great. why is it so messy, jiang cheng? why can't we just
[be like this, forever, somehow - be a family, regardless of what everyone else says? hah. even wei wuxian knows the futility of that dream; they don't have the luxury of it, even if they're an entire universe away from home.
some things can't be ignored.]
sometimes i wish things weren't so complicated for all of us. especially for you, and shijie, and uncle jiang and madame yu. then we'd be happier.
not whatever comes along just i don't know what to do when i see you cry you're always the one reminding me it's okay we're okay that the future's ours for the taking ...i want to do that for you someday
you don't have to try, jiang cheng. we're family, aren't we? you don't have to be anything more. jiang cheng is jiang cheng - he doesn't have to be anyone else for wei ying.
maybe that's what fate has in store for me. maybe it's what the gods decided is my debt. if i can take on all the hurt so you and shijie never have to cry a single tear for the rest of your lives, i wouldn't question it.
god shut up like a-jie would ever accept that like i would ever accept that!! a-jie would cry a lot less if you weren't so stupid about yourself all the time!!!
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wait, maybe i shouldn't
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did you tell her yet??
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HERE, I TOLD HER
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i would've accepted the beatings on my own, you didn't have to get hurt too
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anyway we have to be more responsible now that it's just the two of us. we can't rely on a-jie too much. she has her own family to worry about.
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wait, family? we're her only family! what are you talking about
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we have to be realistic.
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[be like this, forever, somehow - be a family, regardless of what everyone else says? hah. even wei wuxian knows the futility of that dream; they don't have the luxury of it, even if they're an entire universe away from home.
some things can't be ignored.]
sometimes i wish things weren't so complicated for all of us. especially for you, and shijie, and uncle jiang and madame yu. then we'd be happier.
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but we have each other, don't we?
let's not worry about what we can't change.
i'm here for you.
maybe someday that'll be enough.
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just
i don't know what to do when i see you cry
you're always the one reminding me it's okay
we're okay
that the future's ours for the taking
...i want to do that for you someday
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you keep getting hurt
it's not enough
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like a-jie would ever accept that
like i would ever accept that!!
a-jie would cry a lot less if you weren't so stupid about yourself all the time!!!
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you and shijie - i just want to make you both happy, and if i can't do that, then i want to make you both feel safe.
ah, we're going to argue ourselves in circles like this.
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